chaoscomicgirl03

i have found a new media i like to work with and its spray paint..... i am doing space scenes atm and hopefully i will learn as i go and move to city scenes and sea scenes and so forth....i really dont mind any feedback although be tactful about it :P i want to learn not feel like i was attacked....but as for life update still waiting on things to get better i have 2 cars right now one doesnt run and has a tag the other does run but i am working on getting paper work straight on it and the tag so blah >.< also i am back on ffxi so if anyone out there is on valefor server send me a message maybe we can party sometime (Emmeriee) also on another

yeah &nbsp;its wed night and i am home playing the 360....... kinda got a block going on at the moment not really inspired here lately and when i do sit down and draw its not looking the way i in-visioned blah....... i got alot on my mind though, like how to get my own place again, try and get my car fixed ...... and more &nbsp;this aug. my devorice will be final and it will be 1 whole yr for my daughter and i not to have a home of our own...... now i am not knocking the fact that i have awesome parents that took us in and have basically taken care of us because between court days, counseling, and other horrible random stuff, i could not get a job.....

ok first off has it ever occurred to u that i do the little quirky things i do to cope with the shit that is flung my way ??? and it may not be that i have had a bad day it may be that i just need to check out, chill and relax to reset myself.....it doesn't help that i have basically moved from one Nazi camp to another only that this one maybe owned by those who smile to ur face then stab u in the back ? when the other just outright slammed me...... i am sorry i am so different from you guys hell none of u want to claim me, never have that why one of u told every one u knew when u were in school with me that i was just a friend of the familie